Just some thought since I havent worote in so long....

• Kathy and Tim made me cry last night. I talked to kathy on the phone last night... told her about what was happening in my life and how I am handling it and how hard everything is, and Tim asked if I needed them to come get me and bring me "home" to Minneaota. kathy said "we are serious.. we will get in the car and come get you" I love them so deeply and I am so so so blessed by the way they love me.
  

• I need a new battery for my car. I was going to get one for free and the FBI came and arrested the man who was going to give me one... I hope he gets out soon... I hate not having a car. Such is like in the bottoms....
  

• I really really really love my job. I think it is the one thing that keeps me sane right now. It is good for me to be outside everyday.. in the sunshine.. and to be able to swim. There is something so therepudic about water.
  

• My favorite cover band.. bad little monkies.. is breaking up. That makes me sad, because my roomates and I love to go watch them play. They are totally danceable, even when you are sober. So if anyone knows any guitarist that live in Columbus let me know.
  

• Katie gave me a baseball bat when she was here. We named it Rawly. I sleep with it every night. I find it very comforting... People sleep with teddy bears or extra pillows or even blankies.... but I have a bat. I think thats perfectly normal, perfectly heathly.
  

• Speaking of perfectly normal... my friend Joshewah left me a message last night and told me my answering machine message sounded depressing and if I didnt change it he would kick my ass. It made me laugh and Amy decide I should marry him. And then I didnt call him back. He loves that about me.
  

• Seriously.. I need some sleep. I think I have slept 5 hours in the past 72.
  

• Call me... write me... email me... I miss you all... and I need some love.